I can't believe this is happening to me!

Yesterday was Oct. 21, 2009. I decided to go to the early session at the temple. I woke up about 4 :15 and I felt instantly a feeling from Heavenly Father. The impression was telling me that I needed to have another baby. That was so foreign to me because in my mind we were completely done having kids. My husband had a vasectomy (sp?), I gave away all my baby clothes and maternity clothes. Bobby went to the temple too just to confirm my feelings and he felt the same way. When I went to the Ocqurie (sp?) Mountain temple dedication I had the strange thought that I was supposed to have another baby but I quickly dismissed it. I can't dismiss it this time. This is really sad but I am devastated. I just lost 15 pounds, bought new (expensive) pants, and The thought of being pregnant again is not appealing to me. I also have no doctor. My doctor moved away and now I have to find a new one. Bobby also has to have his surgery reversed and I feel really bad about it. It is going to take some time for me to be excited about this and I think I will be when the shock wears off.